you could have invited me to watch the match tgt
i guess u hated to see me that much...
hated to have me around
hated everything abt me...

i will miss watching soccer match with u...
DEFINITELY

seeing you rejoice over the match
while someone sitting at home awaiting for u
for ur voice
for ur call
for ur presence

i guess im born redundant
as of what u said....
couldnt accomplish anything...
couldnt get ur trust in accomplishing things...
someone not able to learn...

Your description of mi being thick skin
要不要脸 just kept revolving in my head...
I really really hope this is not from u
Not from u....
Not from some I love do much
I'm sorry to let u feel abused by me...
But these words from u r way too harsh
For Me to handle...
Way too much to handle for me...

thats y i guess im too lousy for ya...
oh god... let me learn
dont take away my cheerfulness bubbly me

Before i go to sleep i guess
these scene gonna repeat itself
no matter how much i want myself to go for a good night sleep
i couldnt

im struggling

so are u...
stuggling for an answer for me i guess

i dont wish for any of your answer
as i've understood

give me the strength tomorrow
for work...

no matter how much i misses u...
i will be in my heart it will nv be sent thru to u....

good night baby