Sunday, May 8, 2011

DIDNT HAD A GREAT MOTHER DAY DINNER AT ALL

HOW AM I ABLE TO EAT PEACEFULLY HAPPILY HAVING ALL THOSE THOUGHTS IN MY MIND
THE AWFUL FEELING RIGHT IS SO PAINFUL THAT I WISH SOMEONE COULD
JUST TAKE IT AWAY
TAKE IT AWAY IMMEDIATELY...
ITS SO PAINFUL THAT IF IT COSTS MY LIFE I DONT MIND IT AT ALL
IM SERIOUS ABOUT IT

PEELING CEREAL PRAWNS MADE ME THINK OF ME
PEELING IT TO SOMEONE I LOVED MOST
I JUST HAD 3-4 MOUTHFUL OF RICE

ITS NOT GONNA BE EASY...
GRANT ME A SHOULDER NOW PLEASE
OR A HELPING HAND

WHERE R U RIGHT NOW,
HEARING YOU SAYS YOU DONT WISH TO SEE ME AT ALL
IS REALLY PAINFUL N HURTFUL
EVEN IF IM NOT THE ONE YOU WANT EVENTUALLY
OR EVEN IF IM NOT THE IDEAL ONE FOR YOU...
ITS STILL SO PAINFUL TO SOMEONE WHO LOVE YOU DEEPLY

THINKING OF FROM NOW ON I GOTTA DO ALL THE THINGS BY MYSELF
ITS JUST SO HARD TO ACCEPT...
YEAH THNKING OF HOW WE GOT TOGETHER TILL NOW
U NO LONGER WANTED TO CARE FOR ME
U NO LONGER WANTS TO TALK TO ME
U WANTS TO SEE ME NO MORE...

IM STARTING TO WONDER HOW CAN I CONCENTRATE AT WORK TML
ITS UNFAIR FOR U...
IM NOT SUITABLE FOR U
IM NOT THE IDEAL ONE YOU ARE SEARCHING FOR
IM NOT UR SOUL MATE...
I REALLY REALLY WISH ALL THIS IS NOT FROM YOUR HEART
IN YOUR HEART IM SO INCOMPETENT
IM A FAILURE...
I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW TO STAY IN UR HEART FOREVER

I KNOW U WANTED TO SAY THAT GOLDEN WORDS
SINCE YOU SAYS YOU DUNNO WAD U SHOULD DO...

I KNOW....
I KNOW....

IF ONLY...
IF ONLY COUPLES DOESNT QUARREL
IF ONLY MARRIAGE DOESNT EXISTS DIVORCE
IF ONLY....

I KNOW U WANTED TO GIVE UP...
SINCE LONG TIME AGO...
MAYBE...
MABE ITS TIME...
DEFINITELY I DONT WISH FOR THIS
BUT.... IM TIRED TOO...

I PRAY FOR UR CALL
I PRAY FOR UR VOICE
I PRAY FOR U TO APPEAR RIGHT BEFORE ME
I PRAY
I PRAY &
I PRAY.....

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