trust me... i really want u to be happy i am more willing to find u ur happiness.... if im the root of all pain and you feel that "cheerful" me that you ONCE love is no longer in me i really dont know how..... i dont know what can i do to find her back... i really want u to fall in love with me again like how u used to love me but is it really all gone? im so sorry you are a happy man... please be happy... i can see u smiling happily left side with a women smiling happily away too with kids... i really see it... a very happy fortunate wife beside u..... please i wish u and i want u to be happy!