I once posted :
Encryption.... J MPWF ZPV (I LOVE YOU)

you once posted :
J MPWF ZPV UPP (I LOVE YOU TOO)

at that point of time i was really really delighted
i was in the middle of the class...
i remembered vividly when i look at your reply a smile just appeared...
a rainbow just came up in my heart...
made me felt so happy in class... nt feeling tired in class

i rmb this vividly cause its really happiness...
true happinessss

but what you said ytd.. 2nd sept 2011 friday night....
just made all this unclear untrue but those happiness are so real...
i really wish you could reply or post
J MPWF ZPV UPP
again...

SERIOUS...

what is all this about? what are u thinking abt? fair to me?
it just made me go back to 3 years ago when you MIA and came back
when we are at the bishan reservoir...
you dunno wad u wan... blablabla

I am very afraid of the period of MIA days...
that is y i called so many times...
hv u ever understand this part
hv u stand in my shoe?
that period of MIA days... was realli realli BAD!!!!
i look at my calendar at that time where i put a love onto it
i look again where i put a heartbroken sign...
i juz cried... in office... its realli bad... as bad as i feel like
DIEING!!!
somehow is those days coming???
somehow i sense it...
tell me i have a wrong sense....

i fear when i call ur phone... its already overseas tone....

my eyes are in pain..
cant rub too hard...
due to too much crying....
its bad to my eyes... realli... make me stop crying!!!
PLS!!!! i wan to stop it... i wan to hurt my eyes no more!!!

i really miss my beee...

my bee feels that he has gt no life...
no more happiness with me...

WHY AM I SUCH A FAILURE???
WHY CANT I GENERATE YOU MORE HAPPINESS
WHY CANT I BE HAPPY NOW
IM REALLY A FAILURE.....

seeing so many couples walking in the street
holding hands strolling
i miss that strong arm and warm hand...
where r u??