If i were to give up in the first place would i be happier?
Am i a QUITTER?
Would i find love if i gave up in the first place?
Would i be worse if i gave up in the first place?

SOMETIMES I JUST FELT SO TIRED
tired till in some point of time i dont know wad am i doing
tired till i dont know whats my feeling at all
not happy and probably too sad till no feeling of sadness?

Its my holiday right now
my last holiday :c
i really cant imagine myself not having any holiday at all after april!!!
basically i really treasure this 2 weeks of holiday!!!

right now im thinking why should i have taken up THIS ROUTE!!!
WHY WHY WHY WHY
WHERE HAS ALL THE SUPPORT GONE TO
WHERE HAS MY MOVTIVATION GONE TO!!!!

Im already trying to understand you
understand that u are all alone out there working overseas
but here i am stuck here during holiday
alright i can understand that im in my comfort zone
in my home with my family
but what do u think?
without you will life be the same as happy as when u are around me?
here i am thinking abt what good food and places you going to go
alright all i can declare is that im jealous

FORGET IT IM JUST NOT BEING UNDERSTOOD
NEVER HAD