when times you are really really lonely sitting there thinking
thnking deep...

hearing every breath i took in and every breath out...
sometimes... not even your friend understands you

another day shall come and today is coming to an end

it will be fine

i did not cry because of work...
tell me that you nv cry if u are parting with a gd fren...
 the truth is u hv no feelings for my tears your love for me stopped...
 because u lost someone to love... you think that someone u once loved was gone...

passage from Bob Dylan's strange, brilliant memoir, Chronicles: Volume One. He writes: "I looked at the menu, then I looked at my wife. The one thing about her that I always loved was that she was never one of those people who thinks that someone else is the answer to their happiness. Me or anybody else. She's always had her own built-in happiness."

I know im not that someone u think of when u look into the menu...
yeah u deserve one good wife...
like u wanted or like u said... get the F.... out of ur life...

till then... good bye

you know what...
i really wish u are very happy right now...
ur happiness starts today....
i guess u are most happy man today for the past months...
you will ... from now on
you will you will..................

how could a girl handle her guy saying that he once loved u...
omg.... the guy that i nv stop loving loved me once...
oh gosh.... the day i felt like giving up is here....
my life....... WHY GO ON

trust me... i really want u to be happy i am more willing to find u ur happiness.... if im the root of all pain and you feel that "cheerful" me that you ONCE love is no longer in me i really dont know how..... i dont know what can i do to find her back... i really want u to fall in love with me again like how u used to love me but is it really all gone? im so sorry you are a happy man... please be happy... i can see u smiling happily left side with a women smiling happily away too with kids... i really see it... a very happy fortunate wife beside u..... please i wish u and i want u to be happy!

yah i nv did anything right at all before
never

you can do wadever you want meet up frens and all
cause u feel that im a hinder isint it?

im always a hindrance

im always someone trouble
nobody love me
nobody at all

who would truly love me

w
h
o

I could hv stayed with stayed with my mum
at relative place... but i still head back home...
WHY??
somebody tell me why?

i really trust that u would call me
around 5 plus or 6pm
but till now 730pm... u didnt...

FOR ALL YOU KNOW...

you gave up accompanying me for soccer in the morning
you gave up accompanying me or even asking me tgt
to watch soccer and watch with your friends
which i believe...
disappointed...

im just so extra to you right
this shows how importance i am in you...

you didnt return my mum call what is this suppose to mean?

the more i think that im not important in you
the more sad im feeling right now
so who is the one that truly love me
who is the one that im impt to...

you destroyed me...

you know what... im truly very disappointed

we says we confirm go in the afternoon leave for soccer match around 6..
u jus abandon me...
how can i trust u?
u abandon me for ur own fun...
dont u?

i juz wanna stop my tears from flowing...
im not fortunate at all
im not the most happy girl at all
every thing is juz a hoax
bluff...

why cant i be the happy girl in earth?
why cant i be the most xin fu girl on earth?
ok im not greedy... how abt 2nd most xin fu?
or top 10 or top 100 or top 1000
maybe you just love me no more
you really love me no more

im very very tired
with life
LIFEeee
make me DIE
i believe leaving this world will make me feel nth...
FEELING NOTHING AT ALL....

wish you had utmost fun tonight
good bye everyone

It's 7th day...
Seven day of silence....
I wanna know
I wanna know wad r u thinking
I wanna what have u tought of
I wanna know what is ur inner feeling....

Each hour each day is doubled up
Not hearing anything from you, means u r feeling gd?
I trusted... I tought u will give me a ring on thurs...
Actually till now I hv the feeling you WILL call later at 10pm....
What if u don't?

Life is really unfair...

I really hope I hv the courage to die...
To disappear from this worldddd
Forever